Oh my goodness....this waiting and waiting and waiting for everything in this process is seriously driving me crazy. I know everyone says, "stay positive" but honestly that is easier said than done. Each time we meet a goal and have good news, I am instantly on cloud 9. I feel like this is it. Nothing can stop us from having our babies. But then the reality of life sets in for me. I put the brave happy face on for my husband but all I really keep thinking about is the possibility of all this happiness coming to an abrupt stop.
It makes me feel like a horrible person like I don't believe in our little creation like if I don't stop feeling this way I am going to cause something to happen. I hate it!!! I analyze everything. Everything little twinge, ache, pain, and symptom. I just need answers because this waiting is driving me nuts.
4 more sleeps and we will be going to see what's been growing inside of me. EEEK!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!
"Lord, grant me the strength to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
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